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This journal only contains kpop related fanfiction, rants and other entries. Fanfiction is never friendlocked, save for Obsession. Master fic list can be found in the entry below this one. Personal posts are all friendlocked.

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08 April 2036 @ 03:13 pm

He lives the poetry that he cannot write. The others write the poetry that they dare not realise. Sir Oscar Wilde

Everything is Jonghyun/Key, unless stated otherwise. There is also one Super Junior longfic somewhere in here. Lol. Other than that, everything is SHINee.

Updated: 25/11/11  

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14 April 2013 @ 02:20 pm
Hello everyone!

Not sure who still reads this--no one probably, but I just wanted to make a final announcement.

I'm going to quit writing.

Did I really have to announce this? No, probably not since I'm pretty sure that many people have noticed that I haven't posted anything significantly interesting in the past couple of months. Thank you to those who have commented on my older fics, though!

Real life and the worst case of writer's block have made it significantly harder to keep this journal alive, and honestly I don't experience writing as it used to be--fun, relaxing, etc. I am thankful to a those who took some time out of their day to read my lyrical nonsense and even more thankful to those who left such nice comments on my stories. It has been a great 3 year experience, and I'm truly grateful to all each and everyone of you. Some of you guys became very close friends, and I couldn't have asked for more in this ficdom journey.

Does this mean that I will also quit fandom? No, of course not. I still love those five shining dorks as much as I did in the beginning. I will still keep supporting them from the bottom of my heart.

So my friends, this is it. This is the end. Thank you for accompanying me on this wonderful journal. I hope my stories were able to put a smile on your face.

If you like to keep in touch, my Twitter username is @XiaLin. Warning: I spazz a lot over SHINee, Jonghyun, other kpop related stuff and real life issues lol. If you do want to add me, please leave a comment below with your Twitter username, because my account is protected lol.

Thank you guys <3.
29 January 2013 @ 01:38 am
names (on rib cages) | infinite | woohyun/sungkyu | angst | 1000~ words
and now we're grown up orphans that never knew their names. we don't belong to no one, that's a shame.

a/n: for yanti. your early bday woogyu.

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21 January 2013 @ 06:36 pm
title: so spot me maybe
pairing: baekhyun/chanyeol
genre: crack, humor
rating: pg
word count: 950~
summary: hey, i just met you | and this is crazy | but i really loved your fic it gave me feels omfg creys what am i going to do right now adskl | so spot me maybe.

a/n: i had a moment on twitter and this happened. did i tell ever you guys that carly rae jepsen is my crack muse?

unbeta'd, comments and concrit are appreciated. everything is in lapslock. enjoy reading!

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08 January 2013 @ 01:00 pm
title: of (fashion) whores and such
pairing: bff!tao/key, jonghyun/key, hinted!tao/kris
genre: humor, crack
rating: pg
word count: 3000~
summary: huang zitao and kim kibum have Deep Life Conversations. or, reasons why kim joonmyun needs to be kibum's (next) boyfriend.

a/n: a drabble, i said. 3000 words of nonsense, gdocs said. this is what you get when you try to convince tlist to ship shineexo smh. so this is a fashion!au but not really. also, lots of fail!crack.

comments and concrit are appreciated. enjoy reading!

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a/n: i blame rui for linking me taokey, lynn for encouraging me to write this piece of crap, and ryana for beta-ing this shit (god bless her soul). if you made it this far, free cookies for all \o/.

01 January 2013 @ 08:24 pm
Hello my little pumpkin pies,


To all my lovely readers/lurkers/whatever, thank to for reading all the craptastic things I've written down for the past two years. If I ever made you cry or traumatized because of a story, well, I'm not sorry \o/. If I ever made you laugh because of a story, well, you're welcome.

I hope you all had a great Christmas and New Year filled with good food and booze (if you're old enough to drink), good company, and lots of happiness.


Do know that I love every single one of you munchkins, but there are some special people that I wanna thank who have made this whole fandom/ficdom journey so worthwhile.

lucentic: Ryana, my little cat ahjumma, my cutest Key stan (who also stans Dongwoo like there's no tomorrow), my closet Blinger, my other half to Kai's half (or whatever this weird relationship is), my partner in crime, my fellow island owner, my whatever you want to call yourself. I hate you. I really hate you. You're the worst crack fic enabler ever, because our convos on Twitter SMH. I can't even count how many times the words "boobs" and "ass" come up in our convos. You link me boobs!Jonghyun, naked!Kai and lion hair!Onew all the time, and I do not like that, because it makes me want to drive that white van to Seoul and shove everyone into it. So get ready for some ass spanking when I come to visit you in Singapore one day. Until that day, I hope we'll have lots of borderline insane convos on Twitter and Skype (with or without your mom barging in). I hope 2013 will be an awesome year for you. Love ya, my stupid cat hoarder.

the_maknae: Rui, the most adorable little panda ever. I'm really glad I got to meet you through Ryana. You're probably the sweetest and most caring person in my tlist, and I hope that we'll be friends for many years to come! If you ever go on an Europe trip again, don't forget to visit Belgium \o/. Have an awesome 2013!

perfect_key: Lynn, the girl with the most perfect handwriting ever! You, Rui and Ryana are my SG-tlist trinity. You, my dear, are amazing. Who else in my tlist would talk about Suho having good swimmers and being very well endowed because your mom favors Kris as a son-in-law. I hope you have an amazing year!

lunathunderhead: My dearest Luna-chan, queen goddess of ficdom and beyond and the most confused EXO stan ever, may 2013 bless you with many pictures of your holy pretty boy trinity. Who knows, maybe EXO will find their way out of that SM Bermuda triangle and make a comeback that blows your socks off. You are and always will be my favorite ficdom writer, so to quote Lady Gaga "I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until love me." I hope 2013 will be a wonderful year, I hope you won't get too many headaches from all those college apps you have going on, and also I hope you'll get accepted into the college of your choice! Never change, Luna-chan, because you're truly an amazing person!

just2wings: You, bb, are the most perfect Blinger and Jongkey stan I have ever met in the history of...the internet haha. I'm sad that you don't have a Twitter because I just love talking to you. You leave the most perfect comments on my terribad fics, you filmed Kyuhyun for me during SMTown NY, and I will never forget that 2 minute crotch!Jonghyun footage. I hope 2013 will be an amazing year for you! I wish lots of happiness, good grades and everything you ever wished for.

Hanna: I don't know your LJ username. I'm sorry, Hanna ;~; I haven't known you for long, but from your tweets I can tell that 2012 has been a less favorable year for you. Chin up, bb. Every day is a new day! I hope 2013 will be an awesome year for you!

Shiman: To Shii-chan, who is living the fangirl dream in Seoul, you are the worst feels enabler ever. You keep giving me unwanted feels that makes me want to curl up in a corner and cry. I hope you're having an amazing time in South Korea! Not sure if you're broke yet from all the CDs, merchandise, concerts and whatnot, haha! Have fun in Seoul and Hong Kong and I'll probably see you when you're back in Belgium!

Yanti: My dearest Kyungsoo stan and Wookyu shipper, I hope you're doing well in Japan! Your Japan pictures on FB are amazing and it makes me want to visit Japan so badly ;~; I hope you'll have a wonderful 2013!

If I forgot someone, I'm sorry ;~;
11 December 2012 @ 11:25 pm
title: paper thoughts
pairing: suho-centric, (hinted!suho/chen)
genre: angst, fluff
rating: g
word count: 1000~
summary: when times are though, never regret. if it’s good, it’s wonderful. if it’s bad, it’s experience.


summary is a quote by victoria holt. and about the drabble itself, idk. i hope it puts a smile on your face if you’re feeling a bit sad?

unbeta-ed. written in lapslock. concrit and comments are welcome.

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Current Music: shinee - this world with you
30 November 2012 @ 10:03 pm
title: hey, i just met you and this is crazy.
pairing: sehun/luhan, minor!jonghyun/key
genre: humor
rating: g
word count: 3500~
summary: it all started with kyuhyun promising luhan girls in tiny skirts. or, three times luhan ran into oh sehun (while running away from kim kibum).



i've never written exo before. this is my first time, and it's a sort of fail!exo meets mean girls in a to the beautiful you setting? i'm not sure. but okay. have some hunhan.

unbeta-ed. concrit and comments are welcome.

"And in the left corner behind me, where Oh Sehun is sitting, you have the bitch-faced rich fucks. The ones who will throw drinks in your face, trip you while walking up the stairs, steal your clothes during gym, post your embarrassing, naked childhood pictures online, and basically make your life a living hell."Collapse )

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15 November 2012 @ 09:50 pm
tittle: round and round it goes
pairing: minho/key
genre: angst
rating: r (non-descriptive smut and substance abuse)
word count: 700~
disclaimer: i own nothing herein
summary: and where it all ends, no one knows.

a/n okay, i don't think i ever wrote minkey as a pairing before? well, not as in a romantic pairing. so yeah, have a little minkey. inspired by lana del rey's songs. fair warning though, it is quite angsty, in my opinion. and everything is written in lapslock.

enjoy reading! comments and concrit are always welcome.

kibum likes how minho tastes. he likes how to taste the iron on his lips, mixed with the expensive champagne and lavender fumes on his tongue. and the world spins and spins, and everything hurts just a little bit.Collapse )

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